Friday, May 4, 2012

My Life is FULL!!


            On a cold and rainy spring day, I sat blankly at the sheets of white paper trying to erase the memory from my mind by spilling it onto the pages before me.  The photograph is proof, in an instant your life can change, and unwillingly you look at the old you and find a peacefulness that you have grown.  I ungrudgingly pardon those who have wounded me…I have no reason to pass judgment on your new life or the many paths that you choose to follow after our crossroads.  My life is full.

            My friends and family mean everything in the world to me and you have facilitated my journey.  There was a point in my life where blankets of cold covered me, defeating their purpose.  The sunglasses worn on my face only to cover the dark circles of my eyes, only highlighted the walls I hid behind.  The smile plastered in posed pictures were never truly smiles at all, but only pigments of what I hoped.  My life was dull.
            Congratulations, as I pat myself on the back, I have found myself long ago and never slowed down enough to realize it.  As I look through the old photo album I do not frown at my past as one might expect, I smile jubilantly knowing that I am a better self.  I am an endless sea of feminine courage and faith.  I need no partner to hold me up nor enemies to pull me down.  My life is full.  
            It's interesting what a heart does when the life is full, it smiles right along with the eyes: both the windows to the soul.  When the soul is happy, your world is happy and who could ask for more?  My life is full.
            Many have held my hand on my path; let me hold yours.  I don't care if you are a stranger or a life-long friend…I WANT to hold your hand.  I want you to smile as I smile.  I want you to laugh as I laugh.  I want you to embrace your past as I have mine.  I want you to love as deep and as pure as you can love.  For your life is full!

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